woots!

wow. looking back, I abandoned my blog for THAT long.
but anyway, that's because i'm busy alright. HAHA.
*more like i'm lazy to update.

i'm currently looking for jobs and sometimes it gets unto my nerves! i have always thought that i'm considered patient, but now, i think i'm not. my gosh. i dislike the feeling of searching for jobs all day long, sending in resume and at the back of my mind is like, my personal details and info are being sent to people out there and which some companies are just irritating! well, if you know what i mean, some companies are not ethical in one way or another (by hiding their company names & working styles). i have seen sooo many that i think i can write one whole list of things to take note before applying a job. HAHA. what a way to learn such things. and i'm waiting for their replies.

well, i believe God is moulding me! to be someone that trust in His perfect plan and to mould my character (esp. patience). i feel kinda relaxed, slacky and whatever you call that. i sleep, eat, send resume, pick up calls for interviews and blah. prayerfully my dream job comes soon! (:

that aside, i really appreciate God's grace and love in my life. i've been so blessed since young. i might not have the BEST family, BEST friends, BEST health (i'm very prone to accidents since young. HAHA. trust me. i can write one whole list out!), BEST grades and so on, but God protected and guided me all these while. some of you might question like how do you know that it's God, perhaps it's just coincidences. but, life cant have SO MANY coincidences happening, well, at least for me =)
I believe in Jesus' perfect plan for me.

i always love and agree on this sentence: Coincidences are God's way of remaining anonymous.

for once, open up to God and allow God to fill you. it's amazing.