a girl's heart must be deeply hidden within God, that a man must find God, to find her heart =)

first entry of the year

i'm going to be 24 years old.
That's scary!
I went through 2 rounds of Zodiac so far!

will blog another time.

Marina Barrage is FUN! :D

giddy spells ---- one word: SCARY!

Let me assure you that the following post is just my experience and it MIGHT not happen to you. (*but who knows right?) keke.

anyway, few days ago, which is the Sunday that just passed.
I slept in and I woke up around 12.30pm. Feeling abit dizzy, i went back to sleep.
Afterwhich, I woke up at 3plus, feeling super giddy. I cant get up and I cant turn at all. because every movement that i make, i will feel giddy. ONLY when I lie straight and look straight, I wont feel giddy.
So this is a challenge! I cant turn to the side, I cant sit straight (how about toilet-ing & seeing doctor), basically I cant do anything. I prayed, asked God for healing, hoping that it will all go away.

It was such a scary experience because I felt helpless and useless. I cant do anything to support myself because I'm just so scared to feel the giddy spells. I tried a few times by sitting up and I failed:( because it just went round and round and round. (eeerz. feeling nauseous even just thinking about it now.)

I gave up and subsequently I fell asleep. I woke up again, because I needed to pee. I took the courage to find the right 'point' of not being giddy. I managed to, but I had to slant my head to other side in order to feel less giddy. I had to eat (some biscuits), drink, change on my bed, because I just cant get out of the bed. I almost wanted to get the doctor for home consultation. But thankfully, praise God, I felt better after eating the medicine and prayer works :)

I managed to get out of the bed, with my neck being very stiff, head looking straight and nowhere else. I consulted the doctor, took an injection and immediately, went back to sleep with random wake up 'signals' in the middle of the night.

i'm much better now:)) thank God!

but why am I sharing this? Maybe you might think that I'm old and health is failing me. HAHA.
I had this imbalance of ear drums / whats nots a few times. It didnt occur to me that seriously before. However, I began to see the importance of health. It's really terrible when you are not able to be independent, and you had to rely on others for basic functions. or feeling so "xin ku" inside and no one else are able to identify with you.

I thank God for His comfort and His presence throughout this period :D

thanks to all who had been asking about my health. I'm recuperating well and hopefully back to work and everything by tmr or Thursday!
It was good to receive the encouragements and prayers and everything else :))

something that I learnt from Mitch Albom:
FAITH IS ABOUT DOING. YOU ARE HOW YOU ACT, NOT JUST HOW YOU BELIEVE :)

if I cant see your Hands, I will choose to trust your Heart :D

thankyou LORD.

too much to thank God for :)

glad! happy! joy!

work

work is just stressful.
so many things to handle.
so many things to worry.
you can never finish all your work.
after one assignment/project is done, you will have another one waiting for you.
you have to learn how to handle stress.
to handle your boss.
to handle your colleagues.
to handle your workload.
to handle your emotions.
to handle failures and victories.
to be balanced in work and life.

sometimes i find it so hard, i struggle to handle all these well.
it's really tough, and it's also stressful. and it seems like no one understands. no one will know what you are going through, because words just cant express the way i feel. sometimes i feel helpless, discouraged and ...

BUT throughout all these, I always learnt that God is in control. no matter what happened to me at work, what frustrates me, what causes me to worry so much, whatever situation i am in, i know that God is there, and all I have to do, is to trust in Him.

i need to learn to give thanks constantly, i need to learn to trust in God, my almighty Father. i need to learn to stay close to God and spend my time with Him. and He's the only person that understands me fully :)

*not to scare you people about work, but this is something that most people will go through during work. just pray continually and give thanks :D

"I would like to suggest that generosity is not something that is given because it is deserved. It is given because of the nature of the giver, not the nature of the receiver. Generosity is an expression of the love in your heart directed toward others, regardless of how they will respond."

minops one rocks!

HAHA, had so much fun and laughter on MSN with them!
we were making so many random stuffs. like LILY. *see shuzhen blog too.
what a night to end. so heart warming:)

poor huaxiang, who was so confused throughout the convo. *bullying him.
steven for babbling all those weird words while studying for his test tmr. like avalokiteshvara!
shuzhen, for being cranky and entertaining!
xinyi, for the -i need to chiong finish my projs- (JIAYOU)
philo, for being there and just laughing at our convo but no response cos she was so busy. (Gambatte)
kaixiang, who had been rambling and rambling.
cong, disturbing us with his random words (JOKE)
gwen for her randomness - kongbabao!
jiali for being a joy. cause we had been talking about lilies and that made us SOOOOO excited!
and of cos, our creator, who's the BEST.
FAITH ------------ see her creation below.

I'M SO DEAD. but well, dont tell jiali k? HAHAHAHHAA.

part of the convo:

jesus blood, never fails. season of Action says:
lily bed
kaixiang. hiphop. says:
LOL
jesus blood, never fails. season of Action says:
hahaha
charis - i love this family of God... says:
yes
gwen. says:
nights jia!
jesus blood, never fails. season of Action says:
sleep on the lily
gwen. says:
dun drown!
jesus blood, never fails. season of Action says:
hahaha
yiyou faith. says:
hahahahha!
charis - i love this family of God... says:
i will
gwen. says:
LOL
jesus blood, never fails. season of Action says:
taboleh tahan
charis - i love this family of God... says:
and haunt u all tonight
`eevoon says:
jahahahaha
gwen. says:
my dreams will be sweet smelling tonight!
`eevoon says:
LOL
charis - i love this family of God... says:
holding the lily flower
`eevoon says:
i will dream of lilies
yiyou faith. says:
EEE
charis - i love this family of God... says:
and whacking all ur heads
yiyou faith. says:
ghost
charis - i love this family of God... says:
hahahaha
`eevoon says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
yiyou faith. says:
HAHAHA
gwen. says:
lol/ now tt's scary
yiyou faith. says:
i will throw the pillow back at u
charis - i love this family of God... says:
*makes ghostly sound*

Thanks all for ending my day with such joy and fun:)
loveyou! :DDDDDD

GAM XIA!

nothing beats more than your good friend for almost 10years, walking the same journey as you, supporting you as you walk and as you struggle. that's very heartwarming and that's what i've been dreaming of.
such a joy, Lord.
thank you for your perfect plan :)
more to come, i believe.

living my life for you.

** now, I have TWO friends, instead of one above! how cool is that? (19/3)

"in my LIFE, be lifted high. in my WORLD, be lifted high. in our LOVE, be lifted high"

This post is kinda long, but it's worth your time :)
I'm very inspired by this lady, Judith Halim.
This is not her complete story. She actually ventured out even more than this. but well, this alone is enough for you to awe at God's grace and love :)

Judith’s TESTIMONY

I am an Indonesian married to a Singaporean (ex-husband). We used to live in Jakarta, Indonesia. I was only 20 at that time. I came to Singapore in July 1994 during my 8th month of pregnancy. The objective was to have my baby born in Singapore to obtain citizenship. The second day after my delivery, the doctor released news that they detected some abnormality in my baby. The doctors brought in more specialists and concluded that my baby Joel had 4 complications:

1. 3 holes in her heart (Pulmonary Stenosis)
2. Right ventical is very thick that it prevents the blood circulation to go to the upper part of the body
3. Abnormal brain development (William Syndrome - is one of the Down Syndrome category)
4. Haemophelia Carrier

At that juncture, the doctor was convinced she will not live. He said that she will need to go through several surgical procedures when she is a little more developed, and with that they told me to return home for the time being and wait.

I was given strict instructions to watch over her very carefully and monitor her condition because if she should ‘turn blue’ she would be gone. Because of Joel’s conditions, I had to remain in Singapore to seek further medical treatment, while Joel’s father shuttled between Singapore and Jakarta.

When Joel was 1 month old, I received the most unexpected news from Joel’s Father. He said we are not meant for each other and he doesn’t love me anymore.tried so hard to save our relationship, but he never gave it a chance. And with that, he left us the next morning returning to Jakarta. Here I was, alone with a sick child, in a foreign land; my whole world had caved in on me. I kept asking myself what went wrong and

It was when Joel was 3 months old, I finally took the courage to fly to Jakarta to salvage my marriage. Then, I finally realized the problem has got nothing to do with me, but Joel’s father instead. When I got into our home in Jakarta, I saw with my own eyes that he already had another woman living with him in what used to be our home. All my dreams and my hope were completely and utterly shattered.

I returned to Singapore totally defeated, devastated, full of pain, agony, misery and depression. I decided to end it all. At that time I was living with Joel in a small rented room in a HDB flat with no money, no friends and no one to help me. There seemed to be no way out of my situation. We were on the 14th floor and my plan was to jump down with my baby.

It was in the afternoon around 2pm when I wrote a letter to my mom in Indonesia telling her how sorry I was and that I will not be able to take care of her in her old age. Just as I was finishing up with the letter, an insurance agent called and asked if I would like to take up an insurance policy for my baby. I said no and very briefly explained my circumstances. He did not push further but instead invited me to church and said to me that there is a special speaker from Armenia preaching in Wesley Methodist Church and said I should attend the service. I accepted his offer and he came to pick me up with his wife.

When we arrived, I was seated right at the back with my baby in my arms, and the place was packed with at least 1000 people. Although I used to attend church in Jakarta because my ex-husband was a Christian, I didn’t know what the singer was singing or what the preacher was saying because my mind was not on the service. Later, when the preacher invited people to an altar call, I was singled out and asked to come on stage.

He began praying and asked the whole congregation to stretch forth their hands to my direction and he began to pray. He released a word to me He said GOD knows what you are going through and you will walk out of it to be a better person and a better servant for HIM. I still don’t know what was going on at that time but I saw the whole auditorium was filled with red in color (radar red) and I gave my life to JESUS. I left the auditorium exhausted and I went straight home and slept so soundly for the first time in months.

When I woke up at 9 o’clock the next morning, and looked out the window, something felt different. I used to always stare helplessly and without hope at the same trees, the same sky, the same blocks of flats around, but something is different this time. Things around me seemed to look beautiful. Something was taken away from me supernaturally, the pain in my chest is gone, the feeling of doom and gloom is gone and I know that it has to be JESUS. It has to be HIM that healed me and took away my pain last night when everyone prayed over me at the meeting.I picked up the letter that I wrote the day before, and I told myself that I am not going to die I am going to live to share the goodness of my healer Jesus Christ, I am going to live for my daughter and I am going to live for people who appreciate me. I took the courage to break the news to my mom and invited her to come over to Singapore to help me look after my child as I’m determined to look for a job and to start my life all over again.

I began to pick up the bits and pieces of the brokenness inside of me and started to have hope. I started to look for a job. I did not speak English or mandarin at that point of time, although I had a law degree from Indonesia.

I went to many companies and law firms but was rejected because I did not speak English. I thought maybe I just apply for any sales position or even a cashier in McDonalds, but I was also rejected. Finally, I had no other choice but to accept a part time opening in F&N Coca Cola as a security guard because I spoke Malay. My pay was only $2.80 per hour, for at least 9 hours a day under the hot sun.Life was so tough, I could hardly make ends meet. My daughter was so sick and I really could not afford the medical fee, even as the doctor was pressing me to send her for surgery that will cost more than S$100k.

I was so poor that I can only afford to have one meal a day just to make sure my mother and my daughter had enough food to eat. On many occasions, I would go hungry sometimes for days, and there are times where I fill my stomach only with left over bread skin, while my mother and daughter share a packet of chicken rice.

But our GOD is a promise fulfilling GOD and HE is always faithful, HE gave me a verse in Joel 2:25-27 : HE said so I will restore you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, the crawling locust, the consuming locust, and the chewing locust, My great army which I sent among you. You shall eat in plenty and be satisfied and praise the name of the Lord your GOD, who has dealt wondrously with you, and My people shall never be put to shame. Then you shall know that I am in the midst of Israel; I am the Lord your GOD and there is no other. My people shall never be put to shame.

Somehow, things started to change. 4 months after working as a security guard I had another offer from a construction company to be a part time sales clerk which pay $4 per hour for 3 months assignment. By HIS grace, I fulfilled the job well and the company extended my employment for another 3 months with salary of $8 per hour, by the grace of GOD, I was offered a permanent job with the company and I was made the Administrator. The company also sent me for English courses and further studies.

Again by HIS grace, I was promoted from Administrator to Asst Manager, then to Manager and later to Senior Manager and this was within the short period of 4 years. From there I was head hunted for Senior management positions in other companies and finally, GOD put me where I am today, to Manage a successful business as a Managing Director.

AND ALL THIS IS ONLY POSSIBLE BECAUSE OF GOD.EVEN TILL TODAY AS I LOOK AT MY OWN LIMITATION AND CAPACITY.I AM STILL AMAZED AND IN AWE AT THE ABUNDANCE OF GOD’S PROVISION.

As God was restoring my career and finances, it was also during this time that I met Jason, my present husband. I had gone back to church and we were introduced through a mutual friend and the rest as they say is history. The Lord restored to me a husband, a God fearing man, good husband, good father to Joel. One that accepts both me and Joel as who we are. My life was restored according to HIS promise in Joel 2:25-27.

My daughter was still very sick at that time and so thin, she was still not able to walk at the age of 4 and too weak to even stand. The doctor said that she will die and has no hope to live pass the age of 6. Even if she somehow managed to live, she will never grow physically as do normal children.When it is the end of man’s way, it is the beginning of GOD’s way. I knew at that point of time that I have GOD and my GOD is able to do what man cannot do. I began to pray with Jason, my church, my cell group, my pastor prayed and I cry out to GOD using the prayer of Hannah and I said Lord If you could look into my affliction and heal my baby I will give my life to you. And we continued to trust God for healing.In Dec 2000, when Joel was about 6 years old, I heard a voice from my inner being asking me to bring Joel back to see the specialist again.

The cardiologist did the mammogram and printed out the result to make comparison with the previous results and started asking me lots of question:
What did you do to this child? Where have you been? Why did you stop your regular visit for past 2 years?

I replied I did not do anything, I did not bring her anywhere, I only pray to my GOD And the cardiologist said, It cannot be because Joel heart is perfect, with the results showing a normal heart, which is totally different from the last scanning that was done. It is a new heart. I told the Cardiologist JESUS HEALS. Halleluyah!!!

Today Joel is 12 years old and attends a special school (APSN). She is also appointed as class monitor as well as a school prefect. With the heart complications gone, she is able to jump, run and even swim like a normal child. She also plays the piano, sings and dance. But most important of all is that she loves the Lord. AMEN!

her life is a gift from God to many of us.
what amazes me is Judith's obedience and faith in Christ :)
*ask me if you want the continuation of her story. it's more than this.

God, thank you for your love and grace once again. I can never thank you enough, Daddy. I want to fulfill your dreams in my lifetime.
"in my life, be lifted high. in my world, be lifted high. in our love, be lifted high"

touching.

seriously, what's mine compared to this?
thank you God :)

it's all about God and His people.

I'm such a bad blogger.
I just realised that if you scroll my blog till the end, you will see a blog post dated march 2007!
my goodness.

ohwells, I'm just lazy.

alrights, went to LC few weeks back and i must really say that LC is fantastic! though it was just a short trip, but i'm renewed and refreshed =D the teachings, the sharings, the stories, the healing session, the ministering time, the fellowship, the fun, the joy, the privilege, the spirit, the people, i TOTALLY enjoyed it! :) i'm glad to know more people and also their lives. thanks for sharing though :) short yet powerful sharings/chats encourage me to go even further =)

people really matters and that's what i'm passionate for.
a new job on the way, and it's coming soon.
i ought to prepare myself and get ready!

anyway, i'm keying all the details of those who wants to join teamhope ministries and i have around 70+ names! all the ministries were being blessed greatly by the ministry fair! it was so chaotic but it was so fun! but am glad that our people made the decision to serve God, using their talents and giftings! =))) and seriously, it doesnt matter which ministry you are serving in, what matters is your heart and your desire to grow and serve. i believe all ministries are capable of building biblical people and using your potential to the fullest. however, we are still growing, so bear with us too! we will strive together!

*thanks philo and her team for the posters, the writings and designs (:
*thanks to those who helped out at the booth, creating atmosphere and making saturday so joyful and exciting!
*thanks all who clapped and cheered for all the ministry leaders. though we served hard, but the ministry wont be what it is today without you guys! - your love, passion, commitment and faithfulness - They are what motivates and inspires us to do even more for the Kingdom of God =D

and of course, thank you God, for giving me this privilege to serve. i'm totally enjoying it =)

work!

ah, have been working for almost 3weeks?
and yes, i'm feeling super tired and sometimes reluctant to go work.
HAHA. now i can fully understand what they meant by when you work, there's practically no time! i'm seriously busy in work and kinda stress over a sucky project. i hope it will end very soon, which i doubt so, cause it's so far away from what my big boss wants. but well, i need to do something! anyway, i have been complaining quite abit, sorry! but overall, the working environment is pretty okay. my colleagues are nice, friendly and i believe i will have a chance to work through them =D God is training me! (:

if i did not reply your smses fast, return your calls, reply your emails, or meet you up regularly, i am so sorry! i'm still in the midst of getting used to it and hopefully soon! i want to be effective as well! haha.

anyway, i have PT jobs like phone surveyors, door to door interviewers and random admin jobs(seldom). if you need, just let me know =D

and seriously, if you are reading my blog and you are currently studying, PLEASE appreciate your student life! HAHA. i miss it so much! the joy of waking up later than 10am and chilling out late at night! and i really agree that you utilise your student life to do meaningful stuffs and it's the best time to serve God =D

aiya, ask me if you want to know more =D i have LOTS to share! LOL.

okay, goodnight and let this week be fruitful and filled with God's love and grace!

thankGod for YOU!

hoho. just a little update of my life =)

i found a job, at bugis, to conduct market research.
the working environment seems good.
starting TMR! so fast! haha.

anyway, thankyou all for celebrating my birthday.
i really really appreciate it. every single one of you =D
i felt really blessed. REALLY! thankyou for making the effort, going the extra mile to bless me, to make me feel loved. i'm really thankful for everyone of you :) this birthday, i love it so much. and of course, thankyou God for putting them in my life.

i will explain more next time i guess because i'm feeling drowsy now, after consuming medicine. cause i'm having a terrible flu, cough and i lost my voice! pray for me!

thankyou! =D

to me, life is not about myself only. it's really about God and others.

woots!

wow. looking back, I abandoned my blog for THAT long.
but anyway, that's because i'm busy alright. HAHA.
*more like i'm lazy to update.

i'm currently looking for jobs and sometimes it gets unto my nerves! i have always thought that i'm considered patient, but now, i think i'm not. my gosh. i dislike the feeling of searching for jobs all day long, sending in resume and at the back of my mind is like, my personal details and info are being sent to people out there and which some companies are just irritating! well, if you know what i mean, some companies are not ethical in one way or another (by hiding their company names & working styles). i have seen sooo many that i think i can write one whole list of things to take note before applying a job. HAHA. what a way to learn such things. and i'm waiting for their replies.

well, i believe God is moulding me! to be someone that trust in His perfect plan and to mould my character (esp. patience). i feel kinda relaxed, slacky and whatever you call that. i sleep, eat, send resume, pick up calls for interviews and blah. prayerfully my dream job comes soon! (:

that aside, i really appreciate God's grace and love in my life. i've been so blessed since young. i might not have the BEST family, BEST friends, BEST health (i'm very prone to accidents since young. HAHA. trust me. i can write one whole list out!), BEST grades and so on, but God protected and guided me all these while. some of you might question like how do you know that it's God, perhaps it's just coincidences. but, life cant have SO MANY coincidences happening, well, at least for me =)
I believe in Jesus' perfect plan for me.

i always love and agree on this sentence: Coincidences are God's way of remaining anonymous.

for once, open up to God and allow God to fill you. it's amazing.

sorry bloggggg

OOPS. i realised that i have neglected my blog for the past 2 months! my gosh. i thought it was only a month at most ahaa.

well, exams ended few weeks ago and now, i'm a graduate!!! =DDDD time to start fulfilling my dreams! i need to look for both temp job and perm job. any lobang, PLEASE let me know! =)

yeaaaaaa, wonderful! and friends, better book me before i start working. LOL. and yes, shepherd, sheep(s), girlfriends, debbie, no worries, i have plans to chill out with you guys just before i starts work! =)

alright, i have nothing much to say next.
oh, if any youth ULs pass by, PLEASE send gwen the camp volunteers list NOW! =)

thankyou

for the past few weeks,
i have been so stressed, over things onhand.
so many until i couldnt count, i lost count.
too manyyy things.

however, God showed me a different perspective in this.
when i'm down, God make ways, God open doors, God send his people.
even though it's often a small gesture, i still appreciate it greatly.
nothing means more.

thankyou =)
debbie: for lending me your laptop to do project though you might need to use, your constant encouragements.
jiayi & aloy: to accompany all of us to buy laptops and helping us all the way!
shuzhen: for being there. for your smses and encouragements.
sheeps: you guys have brighten my days too.
puay: though you are in boston now, you often initiative to chat with me. you are missed!
carmen: your support and obedience, alltheway!
gwen: your calls. your giving. appreciate your sharings.
yiyou: though in Japan now, thanks for listening and being supportive.
lays: for always remembering me, and encouraging me.
steven: your concern over my projects. jiayou for easter clip!
jiali: your support and constant enouragements.
xinyi: your jokes and your encouragements which you didnt realised.
minops one: you have been a blessing in my life. going for CG brings a smile to me.
minops 1z: for praying for me.
matthias: for leading the prayer. it really works!
rain: appreciate the chats and this friendship (:
my girlfriends (jassy, prissy and pauline): you guys liven my life. enjoyed much of your presence!
sim friends (myrtle, angeline, debra, shalene and yingju): enjoyed your company.
family: for being there always
God: for who you are and what you have done in my life and through my life.
everyone who happens to be part of my life, you are greatly appreciated as well.

oopsy!

i realised that i have been neglecting my blog! for soooooooooooo long!
2months at least, christmas' over, new year's over and chinese new year as well! wow, time really passes real fast without us realising. i need to grab the time as much as i can! hee.

no time to waste from now till april.
i'm going full pledge to disciple, to train and to grow people!
watch out for my -ru lai shen zhang- (if you can understand, HAHA)
i'm gonna flood myself with plannings, prayers, God's Wisdom & Strength!

3months of CHIONGING Teamhope, Events & Activities, NBSS, CG, Appreciation Night, Projects, Deadlines and Tests.
yes, Indeed, I need God greatly!

oooooooo, yes, it's challenging and stretched for me but this will definitely bring me closer to God cause i'm going to rely on Him BIG TIME!

take JOY in my serving =D

alright, a small update about my life (:
cny just over yeah? it was fun and interesting for me! to meet up my relatives and to catch up with all my cousins, great! i simply love CNY =D
though i do not really go bai nian that much, nevertheless, i always enjoy CNY. time to relax, time to reward myself! I love pineapple tarts, bah kwa and the hongbaos!

what elseeeeeeeeeeee. there's gonna be changes in my life, so yeah, i'm getting excited over it! =) excited what God will do through my life to impact the rest. yay! keep me in prayers!

sometimes, it just take a thought to encourage, and influence people's lives. do it today. let nothing stop you (: everyone needs encouragement and love in their lives, agree?

alrights, shall stop here. i need to sleep! hehe.

reply to tags: thanks daryl, eze and sherry for the wishes (: appreciate it man! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO! thanks for visiting my blog often yeah? HAHA.
ohyes, daryl. i remembered talking to you when you are having duty at info counter right? hahaha. have a fruitful weeeeek ahead =D

jetplane

heys

i'm flying off tmr night.
so, if you need anything regards to ministry, you should know who to look for yeah? HAHA.
sms me if you really need to (: i will try to reply if i can.

enjoy and have an early MERRY CHRISTMAS!

=D

helloooooo

oops, i realised that i have not blogged for a longggggg time!
more than a month man!
sorry guys. HAHA.

this december season, i'm gonna be super busy!
so i doubt i will be blogging that often.
my life, will be more exciting this season =D
ask me if you want to know. haha

alrights, i'm currently having holidays till first week of Jan.
am going for church camp from 9 to 12th dec.
going to shanghai from 17th to 26th dec.

hmm, what else? ohyes, my results will be out on the 5th.
to be honest, i'm really worried about it. it's not the same as my previous sems. so well, keep me in prayers yeah? i really hope to do well!

andddddd, i think i sprained my back =( i'm not sure what i did.
but well. it hurts :( i ought to see a sinseh if it doesnt get better tmr or something.

oh, i do not want to be indifferent about THINGS, VALUES AND PRINCIPLES. i have to keep this in mind, always reminding myself about it.

yup, my life is not mine only, it belongs to many others.
without you, i wouldnt be here anyway.
so, YOU are important. yup, YOU, the one reading this =D

alrights, take care!

cherished friends =)

my fri evening was spent super meaningful =D

debbie chantel and shuping really surprised me with sooooo many amazing stuffs.
*photos below =)

we ate at kenny rogers, played arcade and virtual land.

great time spent with my good friends. MEMORABLE!

and here's the box presented to meeeee.

they are REALLY SWEET and go all the way to surprise me!

i really really appreciate all the efforts made, girls!

i mean, wahhhh. first time received such a big box with sooooo many of my favourite things!

i was really touched by this gesture of yours =D

loveyou girls! -treasuredmemories&friendship-

the box from chantel, shuping and debbie! =D 21 ITEMS.

debbie me and shuping!

the 7 items from DEBBIE!

the 7 items from CHANTEL!

the 7 items from SHUPING!

kenny rogers! deliciousssss!
awwww. i feel like eating it nowwww.

eevoon and chantel! =D
`you've really grown. JIAYOU.

debbie and shuping! `deb's fav photo. haha.

`my beloved ex-shepherds and good friends! =)

debbie's card for me! it's really amazing and
cool and nice and funky and stylish and wow!
it's just so amazing. reallllly cool! =D

i received 2 of these for my 21st birthday (:

i received ALOT of FOOD this year.
hmm, i think i have the -i want to eat- look.
HAHA. but i LOVE it anyway! =)

I LOVE THE BIRTHDAY CARDS by all of YOU! =D YUMMY!

closer look. hee.

thanks people! i really felt loved and appreciated. thank you so much =)
your presence in my life is really wonderful.
i believe, with God in the centre of our friendship, it will definitely lasts till the end.
seeing you at the end of the race. JIAYOU! ;D

LOVES.

random photos

slacking mode of US.

oh no. i might get slaughtered.

i like this photo! =D

RETRO! so COOL-LOOKING!

faithful ushers @ anniversary! =D

celebration for SHUPING (:
`thanks for being part of my life!

4 goody friends!

debra.me.angeline.myrtle(whoHAPPENStoBEguesswho)

taken at dover train. we are always taking photos!

i will update photos soooooon!

chionggggggg!

chiong-ing projects again.
this time round, 3 projects in a week.
oh God, save me!

hahaha, no worries.
i believe i can do it with Christ =)

it's gonna be tough work, but yeah, i want to do well.

soooo, continue to chiongggggg ah!

prov 3: 5-6

may your day filled with praises.
praise praise praise!

birthday =D

thanks to those who sms-ed, called, msn-ed, emailed or verbally wished me happy birthday! *youknowwhoyouare. really appreciate it! andddd, it's really different when you hit 21years old. LOL.

it's really different in terms of the time spent together, the gifts and the cards you will receive. hahaha. i'm looking forward to the gifts from my family. HAHA. BIG GIFTS! =)))) ohyes, and my mum and aunt wished me happy birthday toooo. as in extra efforts in smsing and emailing me. hahaha. yay, appreciate my family members tooooo! =D

and those that haven hang out yet, i'm looking forward! =D
it will be a great time! yay!

and yes, of cos, thank you shuzhen! your treat to spagheddis *wrong spelling, it's really nice and thoughtful of you! thanks for taking good care of me as your sheep. APPRECIATE YOU! =)

cg birthday!

well, for CG birthday, i dont have any photos. BUT, i have words, which are more valuable =D

Hello! byhuili.

簡單的媽媽 byjiancong.

faith filled byben.

wise =) bymatthias

blur bysteven

teachable bygwen

humble bylays

caring and loving ah bu. haha byyiyou

warmth byaloy

has a willing spirit bypuays

learner :) byxinyi

encouraging byjiali

i was really encouraged by the affirmations! thank you all, for this. something that i didnt really expect. i meant the pasting and guessing affirmation game. haha. THANKS! and appreciate all of your support and love. it's amazing! =D

birthday with ushers!

Ushers celebration~

box of CARDS! yummy! hahahaha.

usher leaders rocks! =))))

alrights, a cool look for you readers!

hahahahaha. enjoyable yeah? anyway, just wanna thank the usher ministry! there's still the first service ushers, but just tt we didnt take photos. haha. but you guys really brighten my days of serving and i really appreciate that 2 chocolate cakes, sooo many encouragement cards and the fun! thanks and of cos, we will move forward and extend the KOG that lasts eternity. remember our pact in building the usher ministry! =D

you guys rock my life!

girlfriends photos.

21ST BIRTHDAY PHOTOS

with GIRLFRIENDS

my beloved girlfriends =D

KC and WZ

royce chocolate! superb~

TIGGER CAKE!!

home baked cookies!

foods. moreeeee. but not posting.

super nice gifts! =)

thanks so much for organising and making effort in making such a memorable birthday for me. i really enjoyed it. moments like this will never be forgotten =) and we will always be best of friends! i thank God for you guys in my life that add colours and joy. loveyou guys!

projects

my projects are here!!
but well, it's kinda heavy and i need to get started. or else i will be dead =(
gonna be busy and not gonna blog any sooner i guess.

will update photos about my birthday soon!

blessed life! (:

mitch albom

he's my favourite author for now! his books are really meaningful, touching and it melts your heart while reading (: i learnt a lot from his books. seems simple but it talks a lot about life! what's life to you? including influencing lives, impacting, appreciating and cherish people around you. also emphasize on death and meaning of life. why are you on earth for? learn to take heart in the things that you do esp, investing lives in people.

well, what i'm saying doesnt represent much cos i, myself am not a good writer to express. soooo, read the book yourself!

his books can be found in the library.
#1: five people you meet in heaven
#2: for one more day
#3: tuesdays with morrie

- Death ends a life, not a relationship -

read it and enjoy!